A dream!

Last night I had a very interesting dream, a dream that included my father. As you all know it is always hard to recall your dreams. I don't know the exact details but I know someone identified as "daddy" was in my dream. BTW, I don't know who my father is and I have no memory of him:( It has always been a goal of mine to locate my father so that my children would know there grandfather. So what I decided to do this morning, I called the JA consulate in Toronto and asked for direction in obtaining my birth certificate. By requesting my BC I would be able to get my father's name, as I do not know it. Once I get his name then I can start my search in JA and where ever else I have to go. I have some family and other contacts in JA so I am asking that they start the search with me. All we know is his last name which is no longer my last name as my mother went to JA in the early 90's to change my last name. I felt very compelled to start the process now. I had originally decided to put it off until I move over seas but something in that dream made me start the process sooner. I could ask my mamma for his name but I just don't want to go there with her. We talk about everything else but HIM, you know what I mean?